| its the end of the world as we know it |
[1. 11. 08 // @ 8 : 22 pm] |
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I feel like my whole world is sort of caving in around me. All my friends are all of a sudden just too busy for me. Every single one pulls the ole' "well..let me see..i think i am free on thursday for an hour so I guess we can hang out then if you want". Oh, wow thank you..but you know, don't wanna block up your week too much. It just kinda hurts, you know? Am I really just that forgettable? Can everyone just get along fine without me? Well I guess so. Sort of news flash though. All of a sudden i find myself renting movies with my mom on a friday night. When did it get like this? I am just so sick and tired of putting all my efforts into constantly asking my friends to hang out with me, when i never get a phone call unless somebody has called everyone else in their phone and nobody is available except for me. Its like..wow really, I didn't know it was such a hassle to make time for me. I feel like i'm just being really over- dramatic, but it is the total truth. I wish i just had one friend that was always there for me, and just atleast cared about me as much as i did about them. I really wish i had that. I guess I don't though. Good thing i am leaving in 8 months. To tell you the truth, I don't think anyone will notice that I'm gone.
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[6. 26. 07 // @ 8 : 30 pm] |
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Why do we have the coldest winters, and mad hot summers. It kills me. Why can't we just have a nice median weather range. I went swimming at my grandmas today because i couldnt stand it anymore. Tommorow I am going to the Geneva outlet mall just for the heck of it with emily and my grandma. And then we are going out to dinner. It is about an hour away, so i am categorizing it as a road trip. I love road trips. Maybe i can get some summer AP work done. HAH. yeah right. Thats really likely to happen...
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| break common laws in 2's and 3's |
[6. 25. 07 // @ 5 : 18 pm] |
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Yeah, so haven't used this journal in a looong time. But i have obviously re-discovered it, and may actually get active again in communities and such. So yes..I got a new digital camera! I love it a lot. It is a Canon sd750. I had to pay for it with all my money in my bank account which means i have to get a job to replace all of it :/ I'm hoping to work at Borders/Barnes and Noble or maybe if the movies ever open in the mall i will apply there too. :]
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